Diaries of Me

“You saved my life, now maybe its my turn to save yours. But I can never repay you. What you did for me was way more.” -Eminem ‘I need a Doctor’

So!!

It has been several months since I’ve posted. Obviously not many read this and I don’t mind. I’ve been really busy with school and trying to graduate. (Class of ‘11 :D)

I’m almost there. Its in my reach! Yet its sooooooo far D:

Anyway, I don’t have much to say.

Other than I’ve found my other half<3

His name (that I call him) is Pengi :D

and thats all I wrote(:

Untill Next time (when I have more time)

-Yazmin Suicide<3

“Know when I’m lying, know when Im crying. It’s like you got it down to a science. I try to fight it back with defiance” -Nicki Minaj ‘Right Through Me’

Hello there fellow readers! Its obviously been awhile since I’ve posted. What can I say, I had a busy few months at the beginning of my 2010-2011 school year. Now everything isn’t so intense. Im on break, like most of you might be. And as you can see, Christmas is tomorrow!

big smiles

So, a lot of you may be doing a bit of last minute christmas shopping. Unless you live in a different time zone than I. In which case, Merry Christmas!

Christmas is a lovely time of year. It’s the one time people set aside their differences and come together in harmony. It really isn’t about the gifts, the lights, and Santa Claus or any of the materialistic objects.

It’s about one person that came into the world to forgive all mankind for their wrong doings. God’s one and only son: Jesus Christ. (This may sound preachy but I’m not caring.) So when you’re out buying gifts and such, and giving them, remember what that day is really about. Do not let the meaning of Christmas be forgotten.

Thats really all I have to say. That and, I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!

Love, -Yazmin Suicide<3

“Tell me I’m forgiven. Say you’ll always be mine. Say that everything is over. Tell me I’m fine.” -Alesana ‘The Thespian’

Why hello there! Long time no post.

*thinks*

That was horrible.

*laughs*

I just realized the way I write my post sounds/looks like a script >_>

Oh well. So, it has obviously been awhile. about 2 months. My oh my. I’ll try not to make it a habit. Anyway, I’m back in public school

*cheers*

And I really am enjoying it. Its really fun and I’m glad to be with all my friends. I also cut my bangs :D

There’s just been a few minor changes. Not many. And I’m no good at talking anyway

*laughs*

So… You know I really like grape juice.

I obviously have nothing else to talk about so…

Until next time!

-Yazmin Suicide

“You can’t take my dignity. You can’t take my pride. I’ve got my integrity. You just crossed the line. No ones even heard of me. I’m not gonna cry. I don’t want your apology. And I don’t want the job” -Hawk Nelson

*thinks*

So OBVIOUSLY it has been a LOOOONG time since I’ve posted. A lot has been goin on with me. I’ve been really busy. I’ve been doing summer school to try and earn some needed credits. Leave it to be that the credits I need happen to be for the subject I’m worst at: English.

*disgusted*

Anywho, after school is over I’ve got more things planned. To me, it looks like I won’t even have a chance to just think. Kidding. But its a really busy schedual. I feel like I should talk about more than just my schedual.

I am going to be taking drivers ed. I’m also going to be 17 at the end of this month.

*ponders over what else to talk about*

I know! Cityfest came to my town. (I’m not going to name where that is because I don’t want stalkers) It was amazing. Luis Palau and his brother Andrew were there. So was Kutless, Crystal Lewis, Hawk Nelson, Third Day, Funky, and a few others. It was amazing. I really dont know how else to describe it.

*thinks more*

I honestly don’t have much else to say.. Just thought I’d give a vague and short update. So..

Until next time!

-Yazmin Suicide

“Ima be what I set out to be. Without a doubt, undoubtedly” -Eminem “Not Afraid”

I would like to take a moment to apologize. It has been a long time since I’ve made a post. I apologize. Anyway! So there’s been a lot going on in my life.

*re-considers*

Not really, now that I think about it. But intrapersonal wise there has been.

[Note: Everything from this point on is going to be on a more personal level. Meaning, this is something personal about me.]

As I was saying, I’ve been in sort of an internal argument; a battle with myself, within myself. I’ve finally decided [realized] that I need to start planning out what I’m going to do with my life and where I want to go with it. In a way, I’ve come to realize that it may be time for me to grow up. Not in a complete over-haul way, but enough to be more responsible. I mean, I’m almost 17 years old. I still have a slight issue with remembering and doing the responsibilities I’m assigned without being told or reminded constantly. Such as doing dishes or cleaning up the kitchen.  A lot of the time I tend to I attend to them after about the 2nd or 3rd reminder. I’m getting better at it. Then there are responsibilities that need to be done before a deadline, that I have a few issues with. I’ve always been one to procrastinate and I don’t know anyone who hasn’t done it before. I’ll remember them and work on them a little at a time and get them done, but sometimes I’ll totally forget about them and won’t remember them until like a few days before its suppose to be done. I know some of you might be thinking I shouldn’t worry about it and that I’m not as irresponsible as I think I am and the rest of you might think “Yeah you do need to grow up.” I think both sides might be right. I also think I need to make a few changes in my life in order to be able to be as responsible and mature as I’m suppose to be. Right now I feel I’m about 8 years old. Whats sad is, I know a lot of 8 year olds who are more responsible than I am. I know I shouldn’t compare myself like that, but its the truth. I’m not sure where else to go or what to say. So I guess I’ll go.

Until next time!

-Yazmin Suicide

oh wow.. thats a tough one! X]
but I’d have to say Eminem.
I know he’s not really a band, but he has always been my favorite :D

Ask me stuff, sho nuff! :]